Okay - deep breath

Thursday, August 18, 2011

I have so much to do today - boxes to pick up for shipping 7 sets of the Kitchen Grimoire...3 wholesale orders to start soaking and crafting, the lease on the business possibly this afternoon along with a doctorsw apoointment for this experimental crap I am taking that is supposed to help with my depression....depression you ask?  Really?????   Yes.......REALLY.

It is called Seroquel XR - I think it is a death drug....but hey, it has been working these last three weeks....and I feel stronger and more willing to voice my opinion, less apt to just sit down and cry about things....I am much more functional....so yeah, it may kill me, but I'll go down kicking and screaming at least.

I am letting the book get the best of me.....and I shouldn't  - but Llewellyn should not second guess my entiremanuscript after they have had it over a year, had me revise it several times, finish the artowrk, rearrange the chapters, and have it for presale on Amazon and their website.....and NOW they are questioning the info?? You see my dilemma here??

Oh well....another day in the life of a witch....we are supposed to live these magickal lives where everything we do is rainbows and unicorns (and glitter)....well when I let the dogs were out this morning and I was watering the herbs and filling the pond I had lots of dragonflies grace me with landing on my shoulders.....here is what dragonfly symbolizes  so I am taking a deep breath, today will end up being a good day.

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